for some reason my self esteem is still a little shot from last week so I was really hesitant about posting another ootd. I was almost battling myself and going back and forth into my room before I could get to my laptop and post the video. 

bah feeling like this sucks.

i posted the video anyways, so lets see what happens :l

Lately I’ve been wrapped up in my subscriber count and worried about views and all that.

Then today I got a comment (on a video) that really hit a nerve and almost made me cry. I checked on the comments a few hours later and so many amazing people jumped up to my defense.

I don’t know why I’m worrying about getting a higher view count when I have so many loyal followers that support me and appreciate me no matter how I look.

So thank you to all my lovely and beautiful followers (on youtube and tumblr) that have put up with me through thick and thin :)

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