
why do i have the most awkward ass options for the thumbnails of my videos. like every damn time, I cannot catch a break.
look at that middle one…wtf am i even doing??

why do i have the most awkward ass options for the thumbnails of my videos. like every damn time, I cannot catch a break.
look at that middle one…wtf am i even doing??
for some reason my self esteem is still a little shot from last week so I was really hesitant about posting another ootd. I was almost battling myself and going back and forth into my room before I could get to my laptop and post the video.
bah feeling like this sucks.
i posted the video anyways, so lets see what happens :l
Lately I’ve been wrapped up in my subscriber count and worried about views and all that.
Then today I got a comment (on a video) that really hit a nerve and almost made me cry. I checked on the comments a few hours later and so many amazing people jumped up to my defense.
I don’t know why I’m worrying about getting a higher view count when I have so many loyal followers that support me and appreciate me no matter how I look.
So thank you to all my lovely and beautiful followers (on youtube and tumblr) that have put up with me through thick and thin :)
I<3U
my outfit from yday which I really loved :D but I wasnt able to film an ootd video until after I got back, so I looked like a hot mess and the lighting was pretty bad (posting it tomorrow I think)
denim jacket - F21+
white vneck tshirt - american apparel
black pleated skirt - american apparel
sock garters - sockdreamz.com
thigh high socks - sockdreamz.com (extraordinarily longer thigh high socks)
oxfords - F21